Yesterday's urban life was like a pillow talk...

Testimonial 2008

This is one of the greatest testimonials which I never forget and sure of His presence in me.

It was Tuesday and I decided to go for Medical checkup for my body in the morning. Then, in the evening, I went to pick up my mom from the saloon near there.

As I was approaching to the saloon, I just slipped on the slippery mosaic which is outside at gang way. I didnt fall down as I try to control my leg from tripping down. As a result, my left leg's first toe was badly injured.Skin was peeled off with huge amount of blood. I was feeling so painful at the moment and could not help but to go to the clinic. (which I went in the morning)

Then and there, I have my first ever dressing..my toe is oozing with blood and i become more worried that it is getting too on my toe's nail. It was rather painful experience and I have to limped for the rest of the week.

As I have a bad skin since childhood days, I have some "nanah" on the toe and situation got worsened; which is Thursday. After much consideration and advice from my parents, I decided to call up Qantas to postpone the ticket back to Melbourne.

During that time, I am been informed by the officer that my name was not in the flight on Sunday! I do a double checking again even I have my ticket information with fligh number/details! That was about 11pm...

I quickly asked my dad to fetch me to find the ticketing agent on the spot for clarification. Even I checked from Frequent Flyer account, I could not find my information flying back to Melbourne except the one next year(from Melb->Msia).

My mom was quite worried about it and after all on the same day, my leg problem is not getting any better that night. At that time, I remembered telling God that I am surrendering this matter to Him regardless of circumstances. Not to deny the moment I felt everything is falling upside down on me.

By next day, when the agent re checked again, they found out that it was the airline mistakes (irresponsible officer) which deleted my name. In the end, the agent has to re book and find available flights for me. Since my leg condition has not getting any better, I decided to ask the agent to find out slightly later date for my flight back to Melbourne.

It was a slow yet agony wait for availability of flight ticket from various airlines. Only until Friday, things get sorted out and managed to get flight ticket back next Sunday. And the best of all, my leg is almost recovering AND the changes does not incur any cost to me at all! How wonderful God is! At that moment, my mom and I were overjoyed that God must have all plan them out!

I still believe His presence in my life works each and every day amist difficulties and issues in me. Praise the Lord,Amen!

Meaningless life without worldly things?

Sometimes I just wonder why me?why its me?

Why God choose me to face all the challenges and trials..I am so tired and yet so dry at this period of time.Transport remain my concern and I knew Satan is trying to overcome me by keep on instigating me through this issue to keep test my faith.

Yet God is ever wonderful in providing..;) However, I feel world is with human where there are still greed and materialistic..Maybe without transport, I didnt feel that way....or I am not prone to that type of thoughts..

Everyday everynite..I cry out to you Lord...to bless me and provide me..SHOW ME your WAY!!

Show me your PATH and PURPOSES in my life....if I am meant to be here, why not??If not, just go ahead and speeak to me and grant me the peace of my heart.Sometimes, I do hate myself...every day I face tesnion from company and colleauges...at work.Then weekend comes suppose to be happy...but yet still face tension from transport....is this my life/

I know sometimes I should not coomplain too much...but for me now its unbearable..i dont know why suddenly I feel I am so weak...I try to convince myself why other ppl thru me are doing better and yet me Im stuck in this level and could not grow!!whats wrong with me??

God, please grant me the wisdom and also your word to minister my heart..I really need you....its not because I wanted sometghin earthly but I want to seek your way in everything in my life...Pls!!!


Amen!Nites...

Something related to Da Vinci Code

Read this on Da Vinci The Movie...nice and inspiring

http://www.crosswalk.com/news/weblogs/mohler/?adate=05/19/2006#1397641