Meaningless life without worldly things?
Sometimes I just wonder why me?why its me?
Why God choose me to face all the challenges and trials..I am so tired and yet so dry at this period of time.Transport remain my concern and I knew Satan is trying to overcome me by keep on instigating me through this issue to keep test my faith.
Yet God is ever wonderful in providing..;) However, I feel world is with human where there are still greed and materialistic..Maybe without transport, I didnt feel that way....or I am not prone to that type of thoughts..
Everyday everynite..I cry out to you Lord...to bless me and provide me..SHOW ME your WAY!!
Show me your PATH and PURPOSES in my life....if I am meant to be here, why not??If not, just go ahead and speeak to me and grant me the peace of my heart.Sometimes, I do hate myself...every day I face tesnion from company and colleauges...at work.Then weekend comes suppose to be happy...but yet still face tension from transport....is this my life/
I know sometimes I should not coomplain too much...but for me now its unbearable..i dont know why suddenly I feel I am so weak...I try to convince myself why other ppl thru me are doing better and yet me Im stuck in this level and could not grow!!whats wrong with me??
God, please grant me the wisdom and also your word to minister my heart..I really need you....its not because I wanted sometghin earthly but I want to seek your way in everything in my life...Pls!!!
Amen!Nites...
Why God choose me to face all the challenges and trials..I am so tired and yet so dry at this period of time.Transport remain my concern and I knew Satan is trying to overcome me by keep on instigating me through this issue to keep test my faith.
Yet God is ever wonderful in providing..;) However, I feel world is with human where there are still greed and materialistic..Maybe without transport, I didnt feel that way....or I am not prone to that type of thoughts..
Everyday everynite..I cry out to you Lord...to bless me and provide me..SHOW ME your WAY!!
Show me your PATH and PURPOSES in my life....if I am meant to be here, why not??If not, just go ahead and speeak to me and grant me the peace of my heart.Sometimes, I do hate myself...every day I face tesnion from company and colleauges...at work.Then weekend comes suppose to be happy...but yet still face tension from transport....is this my life/
I know sometimes I should not coomplain too much...but for me now its unbearable..i dont know why suddenly I feel I am so weak...I try to convince myself why other ppl thru me are doing better and yet me Im stuck in this level and could not grow!!whats wrong with me??
God, please grant me the wisdom and also your word to minister my heart..I really need you....its not because I wanted sometghin earthly but I want to seek your way in everything in my life...Pls!!!
Amen!Nites...
posted by STS 1996 | 11:55 AM
1 Comments:
I feel so sorry for you. You have been sucked into the belief of god. It's such a tragedy when you think you are right about god, just to find you are not. God is not. Period. Th earth was formed by a star which became in orbit and after centuries became crusted on the outside. It formed mountains and volcanos and the volcanoes made lava which made soil for a special plant. The plant grew and formed other plants and more and more and more plants. Soon the earth was covered in greenery. The plants eventually evolved into the first two animals - turtles and spiders. Every other animal descended from one of these. As the last animal was formed (monkeys, chimps, gorillas,ect.) humans evolved from them. We humans made buildings and cars and such. Now this is where I confuse you, I do not believe in god, yet I am not Antheist! There are two tables in time which we go onto after we die. The first table is human animal table. When a human dies he/she goes to a room unfound until every human and animal dies and the earth is nothing. Then, humans switch with animals and animals switch with humans, animal human time. This continues over and over forever. How do I know? Well, you find is erased in the room unfound. Unless you can fight it... I did... I succeeded. I'm not the only one, I only know of four others. You know what we call ourselves? Turtles.
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